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Damn Shuffle

Tue Jun 23, 2009, 5:40 PM
  • Mood: Frustrated
  • Listening to: I'm Not That Girl
  • Reading: Waiting for FMA
  • Playing: Majora's Mask
Amazing how the shuffle setting on my iPod knows exactly what song I DON'T want to hear because it hits WAY too close to home (or hits home right on the head). This song from Wicked came up on my iPod when I was on the treadmill earlier
"I'm Not That Girl"

Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl:

Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl

Every so often we long to steal
To the land of What-Might-Have-Been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in

Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl:

Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl


Anyone that knows my situation should be able to find the irony in this song. . . . .

I'll probably delete this later when I feel less in the dumps. :\

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~tofu-pimp:icontofu-pimp: Jun 13, 2009, 1:26:32 PM
AAAANDDD ZOMG. Moonchild KICKS ASS.
~tofu-pimp:icontofu-pimp: Jun 13, 2009, 1:26:03 PM
It wasgrea tot meet you! I hope to see you at a con in the near future? :D
~Dark-Piyoko:iconDark-Piyoko: May 31, 2009, 12:45:41 PM
Thanks so much for the fav :rose:

--
Everyone's Taking Control Of Me.
Seems That The World's Got A Role For Me.
I'm So Confused, Will You Show To Me?
You'll Be There For Me,
And Care Enough To Bear Me.
~Acrid-Rapture:iconAcrid-Rapture: May 19, 2009, 7:51:26 PM
Random? haha. Wuv you too.

--
Some of us walk
Some of us fly
But at the end of the book
All of us die. . .
Mood: Love ~pezhead12:iconpezhead12: May 19, 2009, 9:18:24 PM
Random is my middle name. When have I ever said anything relevant.
~fruitoftheloom:iconfruitoftheloom: Apr 20, 2009, 8:24:53 PM
Read your journal, love. I'm sorry. Guys can be scum. And I know you like him a lot, but consider everything that this could effect, okay? Maybe it's better if he goes with the "pretty girl". Then you won't have to deal with all those things.

But you know that you're the most beautiful there is. I don't care what she looks like. She'll peak in highschool. You'll go on to do great things, and meet and be with great people. You deserve the best. You know you do.

Don't let some guy ruin everything you've gained over the past few years. All the progress you've made! I'm here whenever you need me. And stop checking your phone for a new text from him because I know that's what you're doing. Go to bed, get some sleep, you need it. :) And don't forget that you're the best damn fairy queen there is! (Even if being so made you sick and tired.)

And so I will end my monologue with a loving "Oyasumi." :heart: Don't ever forget your friends love you insanely.
~Acrid-Rapture:iconAcrid-Rapture: Apr 21, 2009, 4:34:41 AM
He's not scum. You know that! :P And I have considered everything. I always consider everything. That's part of my problem. I consider too much so I never take risks.

And don't say things like that about her. You don't know her and that's mean! haha (Even if it does make me feel better.)

I haven't yet. I've just let him make me nervous. And I continued to check my phone because I had texts from cocopop! I got some fairly good sleep. Still feel sick. And exhausted.

:heart: Thanks for the "Words of Wisdom."

--
Some of us walk
Some of us fly
But at the end of the book
All of us die. . .
~fruitoftheloom:iconfruitoftheloom: Apr 21, 2009, 2:55:47 PM
Just my humble (if biased) opinion. :) Just play it out. Be careful. Consider your options and the consequences (you know what I'm talking about). Most of all, try to just be normal about it all. He's a good friend of yours apparently. And you said he wants to be your friend no matter what. Remember that.

This weekend, hang with your girls and be crazy. That'll help you veg and calm down. Talk to people if you need to. You know my box is always open.

:heart:

PS I read your friends comments. They all love you. So remember that even if he doesn't like you, they do. :)
~Acrid-Rapture:iconAcrid-Rapture: Apr 23, 2009, 4:06:59 PM
Thanks, haha. Don't worry, I'm not gonna let him screw up everything. I hope to break the awkwardness tomorrow.

My girls? Veg? Calm? You got the crazy part right, though. (I have a sneaking suspicion one of them is reading this convo. Hi Cass. :) )

--
Some of us walk
Some of us fly
But at the end of the book
All of us die. . .
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